Poison

As long as I'm human, I will continue to trust in another self.
I try to get as far as I can, but I already know that they will catch up with me.
Once I felt all the grief, all the things that felt so wrong.
I simply can't grasp them, I feel lost.
Who once said that I had changed? In the end I'm still exactly the same as before.
It seems to be poison flowing through my veins.
As long as you're alive, you have the opportunity to bury all those ugly desires.
The poison decomposes my heart into billions of parts.
The poison consists of these uninterrupted lies.
You will never see my will break.
In front of your inner eye you see yourself, your hope broken, your hands numb and your thoughts gnawing at your mind.
The people with the antidote, still amused, watch the dreamers die.
I don't know what else to say.
There is simply no going back, no possibility, Why do I care about these things at all?
Why shouldn't I just accept fate?
Even after all the tears, there is no one out there who is able to see them, my tears that split my heart.
The waves of my screams carried my heartstone pieces to the stars.
All things that have become bad refuse to change, including the chaos.
The darkness of the lifted night swallows the bright moonlight.