Buried

If somehow I could leave it all behind.
Do you think that a bit of joy would finally come to me?
My heart is breaking and the ache will start again
please don’t say anything.
somehow I forgot the world and who I am today.
Could I sleep?
The tears I cry, will they dry and pass away?
But we can’t wish stars, to part from who we are.
It’s all we are, please don’t try anything.
You can’t see!
You only take my bones? why not everything?
You’re tearing me and damaging, do anything, lay me in the ground
I’m screaming and shaking, my eyes turns black.
Even now this Wrapping me around somehow, not letting go even I say:
"it's okay"
If somehow I could have a wish come true, I’d think of you.
And just wish for the things you hate and all you tryed to forget.
I don’t have a lot of wishes, maybe none .
I’d settle for don't see truth.
Would you know how to find something so deep inside of me?
You met me with a grin and told me “Well ya know, ...”
“... I oughtta know, it’s been here all along.”
Explain in words, you hadn't know me at all.